Fall: my rendition of groundhogs day.

so, today I think I'll just write. Whatever comes to mind will be here, and I have a lot on my mind so I'm assuming it will be a lot. I find myself becoming increasingly depressed during the fall. Well, I'm not sure if depressed is even the correct word. It's more of a low ambition mixed with this want to just be by myself. It's rather curious though, for I do end up garnering a huge amount of knowledge. This is because most of the time I am just sitting in my room reading articles whether politically, astronomy, physics, or theology based, watching documentaries on netflix about government security policies (or whatever else), studying society through means of social media, or just  messing around with a melody in a music production program. I find this disassociation with society tends to make my decision making skills weaken immensely, but I won't go in to detail about that. There is also the issue of repetition that I unfortunately fall victim to. Every single day seems the same, none more exciting than the other. This was just a thought but, I wonder sometimes if people are just oblivious or stupid... probably both but, that's not the present issue. Anyways, that's about all I have I guess other than the usual complaints. So, until next time.