It's been a while

So, I haven't written anything in a while. I could lie and say I've been busy but I really haven't. I finished my first year of college where I admittedly didn't try very hard. I'm a straight B student, I should probably be straight As but what's the point really? I'll get a better job? So what,  I just want to be happy. I don't care if I'm making 30k or 100k a year if I'm depressed with either value then I'm not living life the way I should. I've come to the conclusion that happiness is the most valuable possession, finding it is a quest that has no guide, it's an on going experiment in a sense. Try a few things, see how it feels, then adjust accordingly. For me I think that's going to at least require finishing school, because realistically I need some cash to support future endeavors, whatever those may be. Where am I going with all this? I have no idea and I guess that's the fun in all of it, but if I had to guess at this point I'm leaning towards making myself a cabin on some rural lake and enjoying life. Just as everything in life, that's subject to change and most likely will with some time. Until next time.